KainAsylum (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} kainasylum) wrote,@ 2009-06-18 01:13:00 |
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Pattern Bending
Apparently, the nightly incidents I have been going through is commonly known as "Night Terrors"... entering a form of sleep coupled with a feeling of intensely violent vibration, paralysis, and horrifying audio and visual hallucinations.
Just as it was when I was 8 years old... for a year. Continuous night terrors. Unending. Predictably consistent.
I can fight these night terrors if I can understand the pattern.
If somebody were to ask me what my realistic superpower might be, I might answer sociological pattern matching. I naturally seek to break established patterns... I suppose we all do in one form or another. As much as I can be a catalyst for change in other people's patterns, I can't seem to break my own pattern.
Have I been here, before? Why am I here, again?
Apparently, the nightly incidents I have been going through is commonly known as "Night Terrors"... entering a form of sleep coupled with a feeling of intensely violent vibration, paralysis, and horrifying audio and visual hallucinations.
Just as it was when I was 8 years old... for a year. Continuous night terrors. Unending. Predictably consistent.
I can fight these night terrors if I can understand the pattern.
If somebody were to ask me what my realistic superpower might be, I might answer sociological pattern matching. I naturally seek to break established patterns... I suppose we all do in one form or another. As much as I can be a catalyst for change in other people's patterns, I can't seem to break my own pattern.
Have I been here, before? Why am I here, again?
